I have too much pride.
And it is definitely unnecessary pride.
Pride that makes no sense.
I care too much about things that don't matter enough to worry about.
I strive to live up to ridiculous expectations, but in reality, that's not me.
It's a struggle. I am not perfect and I need to stop trying to be.
I also need to stop trying to impress you.
It's annoying, not impressive.
I over analyze way more than ever needed.
I stress out and worry about things that mean practically nothing.
I don't really understand why.
All I know is that I dislike it and I have decided to break this wall down.
I am going back to who I was.
Carefree, happy, joyous, curious, and in awe of the world.
I've missed it.
Terribly.
lovelovereality
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