Tuesday, June 11, 2013

Accused in absence of wrong. Too much to make sense of it all.

It's funny how God uses people. It's funny how his timing is always right. How he gives you exactly what you need to hear and when.

God's timing is always the best. It's the one we should base our lives on. Our lives are not ours to dictate. Our lives are His. He knows. He's always there.

He's always waiting on us. Loving us. Unconditionally.

Oh, how he loves us.

My soul will rest in your embrace.
For I am Yours, and You are mine.

Wow, how lucky. How incredibly lucky and blessed we are.

Thank you Lord for sending the people you have into my life. Thank you for using people even though they don't know You. Thank you for everything and for always being there for me. No matter how many times I mess up. No matter how terrible of a person I can be. You're always there. You always forgive. You never give up. You always love me. You think I'm worth so much. That's so beautiful.

Thank you for reminding me who I am in You. Thank you for giving me unlimited chances. Thank you for putting people into my life that remind me of positivity. Of who I really am. Of who I am able to be. And to show me how people view me.

Thank you that even though I screw up so terribly and say mean and hateful things, that You still love me. Somehow, you do.

Lord. Oh to be like you.

Show me how to love like you love me.
Break my heart for what breaks Yours.

My faith will be made stronger in the presence of my Savior.

Lord, I know that everything I go through, You understand. I know that I can relate my situations back to You and think about how you handled or would handle this situation. Help me to not just think about it, but to act as You would, too. Help me to be Christ-like.

But please, I need Your help. There is no way I can do it alone.

I've made a lot of mistakes lately in regards to my attitude and how I treat people.
I need to fix it. I'm ashamed. Help me to forgive myself. Help me to shine like You want me to.

Help me to be a Christian. Help me to be a light so others can see You because of my presence in their life. Lord, I know what I'm capable of. And I pray that you have me doing so much more than I know I'm capable of.

So please, as I've failed lately, help me to move on. To be happy and joyful.

Heal my heart and make it clean.

We love you, Lord.
You are our God.
You alone are good.

Let now the lost be welcomed home.

Thank you for having unconditional love continuously poured out onto us.
Thank you for always reaching for us.
Thank you for letting me know I have worth when I think I've lost it all.